Argh

I'm not sure it's possible to not get your expections up for when to expect a baby, but I was getting excited this past week thinking we were near and now it doesn't seem so. I was hoping with the full moon yesterday that things would really get going but nope! I really do appreciate family and friends staying in contact, but it is also wearing to not have news and to repeat the chain of events over and over. Today I woke up teary-eyed and frustrated so I'm working on adjusting my mindset to post due date and the fact that I could go many more days. My midwife assured me the baby will be born (as opposed to stay inside FOREVER) and I believe it was this many days after Maggie's due date that my water broke as well as the same day that I had a breakdown in the morning and had called an acquaintance for support, so maybe that is a good sign. Today my plan is to get out of my mind, enjoy the sunshine, and my family.